thank you. u challenged me to overcome the mediocrity u presented to me as happiness.you thought id be a slave to your inflections. it was good to think i was the victim of you, but really i was only a victim of my own naivity. and none of this was ur fault. i was believing in words not actions to get me through the day. and long after it was done it was sealed and mailed away i sat and waited for something to heal; but i learnt something through it all- oneday you will look back on memories and pray to god you could still touch them but realise that decisions have brought u so far from what has been that you can hardly remember why u disputed the comfort in the first place. and now you are fighting against a future you thought was right so long ago harnessing a wounded ego where loneliness overshadows all your ideals and spirit and even these no longer seem remotely significant as they once were before. and at which point you realise that i render the words i told you so but do not whisper them into ur ear, but let it go into the night. watch the stars and moon fade into the sunrise. watch the walls of your prison built around me diminish into nothing and i can breathe once more. only to find that you my friend, regret everything till the very last breath. but i am finally free and all i can say to u is that i feel sympathy for u. for never understanding the possibility of your choices and the complexity of what has come, what will come and what should have been. time passes and it seems like it was just a dream, but even as i wake.. live my life day to day.....there some memories that never seem to go away.